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..hi guys! im peewee, my real name is Earl Laine Devibar Abalayan
ahaha, age?!? 18 years old last January 20. Digos city is my hometown.
2nd year level at Brokenshire College taking up nursing.
i have one sister named Earl Wayne "wen-wen" Abalayan, studying at the University of the Immaculate Conception taking up Pharmacy and gladly, she is in 4th year now.
i am a daughter of a policeman and a medical practitioner at the same time businesswoman. i am the youngest of our family and i'm happy with that. hehehe

i love..
color? absolutely pink,
foods? seafoods, pinakbet, kwek2, oishi manju, zagu, popcorn and mango
cartoon character? Dora d' explorer
tv show? ASAP every sunday and MMK
book? definitely twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer
place? ahaha, our bukid, its so relaxing and happy to live there.
ahmm..i appreciate..
my mother and father because they love me
my ate and her friends for they always let me join with their laags
my friends for they are very understanding
ailyn, for she always bear with me..
loisy my pinkpartner for she's always been my partner with everything
the bratz, for they are good and nice friends.
the decoys, because they love me and i also love them, the 6 of them..

i hate.,.
rats, they ruin things
cockroaches
libakera/o
mathematics, im so dull here
solving problems.
rainy days.

but most especially i love God without any reason at all..

thats me, peewee
want to learn more about me, just read my next blog..
see yah!!!!

know_me

E- easygoing. I’m a easygoing friend, you can carry me anywhere without any hesitations. You can expect me to enjoy every going out. I prefer outdoor adventures and sight seeings. I will enjoy walking with you and eating street foods.

A- adventurous. Courageous in my own way. I love adventures and fear factors. I want to climb mountains, scuba diving, snorkeling and path finding. It gives me a sense of my life, to cooperate with others and to trust them as well as myself. Just like in the application of my being adventurous in the real arena of life.

R-realistic. I’m the kind of person who wants reality even if it hurts. Its better to choose actuality and be sad than be happy with dishonesty. I love the people who are pragmatic, they do what they say and they say what they do.

L- lovable. Me? I can say that I’m lovable, I am kind to those who are kind to me but unfortunately I’m opposite if you will hurt me or my loved ones and friends. I’m lovable in the sense that I can also love you as my friend.

L- lucky. I’m lucky. I’m fortunate with my family because they are lovable, supportive and caring I every way. They always give me comfortable life even though we are not that rich they always have time for us. I’m lucky with my friends for they understand and accept my good and bad attitude and as well as my flaws. I’m lucky with my life because I have my family and friends who will always be there for me through thick and thin.

A- Apple of the eyes. I’m the youngest in the family that’s why I can consider myself as the apple of the eyes of my parents. Together with this, a great responsibility in on my shoulders, their dreams, their hopes and their aspirations for us.

I- Irresistible. Hahaha, I can consider myself as enticing because what I want, I should get but I do it in the proper and in good way. I’m alluring in own little way.

N- Naughty and nice. I’m naughty because I do what I want and sometimes violate household policies. I’m naughty because sometimes I lie and do bad things but I’m willing to correct and accept mistakes. I’m nice because I’m lovable and kind.

E- energetic. I’m active and energetic when I’m in the mood. I love laughing and chatting with my friends. I love walking and jogging. I love living my life to the fullest. I hate boring places, songs and people.

That’s me,

EARL LAINE

Paradox of life

Paradox of life

We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers;

Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;

…have more, but enjoy less;

…more conveniences but less time

We have more degrees but less judgment;

…more experts, but more problems

…more medicines, but less wellness;

We’ve been all the way to the moon and back,

But have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor;

We’ve conquered the outer space but not the inner space;

We’ve done larger things but not better things;

We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul;

We’ve splitted the atom, but not our prejudice;

We write more, but learn less

Plan more but achieved less.

Together, lets make a difference.

..wounded!!

..as i try to wake up each day, i try to ask myself,
what if, that incident did not happen? what if still there are only seven of us?,
i think, our friendship will not change. our friendship will last and our
friendship will survive. as the moment pass by i cannot stand the situation,
i know that there is something between us. there is a chaos within and
inside us but cannot merely see it outside.

..im wounded, were wounded by fate. the situation always bothers me.
the different incidents hit us and were still trying to survive it now,
but how we can survive this catastrophe if we are not together?!?
we are on our individual life, trying to fix ourselves.
we are separated by different situations.
we are not doing anymore our usual bonding, we are not eating together,
we are not watching movies together and we are not laughing together.
what if, still there are seven of us?!!
would it still be the same? i know were friends but i know deep inside were wounded.

..and now, we are trying to immerse ourselves with others,
this is not easy for us. the changing situations that is very difficult
to conquer. together we stand and divided we fall.
i know that this is only god's challenge.
a challenge that we need to survive and defeat all foes to achieve triumph.
together with the different people around us, i know we can win this battle.
this is just one way of saying that we will survive from drowning
and together with the nurses around us
that is willing to help and to heal our wounds
physically and emotionally.
kudos Decoys!!!!!

if i could live another life

If I could live another life, I would live….

Living in this life for 18 years is an exciting one. Not everyone experienced to be me, to be called peewee, to be Earl Laine D. Abalayan. I know I had different experiences from yours, if you would describe your life, it would also be an adventure for me too. It would be a different world. A world with total stranger. If one day I will die, I will request Jesus Christ to let me live again…….

I would live as a..
As a princess. My name would be Princess Niña, just like what my mother wants to be my name. I want to be a princess, to be the center of attraction of the family because I know that I am selfish sometimes and sensitive most of the time.
I’m a princess in my own way because..
…..I love pink
…..I love fame
…..I love material things
…..I love my sister
…..I love my father
…..I love my mother
…..and I love my prince.

I would live as a..
As a genius. I love to live like Albert Einstein, Isaac Newton, Jose P. Rizal and other geniuses. Genius in their own way and genius in their own field. I love to know everything, I want to invent new things, I want to explore the world with my wild imagination and I want to conquer places with my newly discovered informations.

I would live as a..
As a millionaire. My long time dream, to be as rich as Billgates and to be as famous as Oprah. I want to buy everything, a Ferrari, macbook, to own a house and lot at Beverly Hills, to travel around the world, to have a clothing sponsor from Monique Lhuiller, lingerie from Victoria secret and bags from Louie Vuitton and Prada. I will eat at the most expensive restaurants and go shopping around the different malls around the world.

I would live as a..
Celebrity. To be like, Angelina Jollie, Anne Hathaway, and Reese Witherspooon in Hollywood. Locally, I want to be like Claudine Baretto, Angel Locsin and Anne Curtis who’s beauty and charm are irresistible. I want to be a celebrity to earn more, to win best actress awards and to live life with paparazzi all around.

I would live as me..
If there is a best personality for me, it would be mine. I don’t need to pretend as anybody who I knows I’m not. I’m wishing to be princess, as a genius, as a millionaire and as a celebrity but I know I can find peace and happiness in my life now so if I could live another life, I would still live with the original,

if i were a boy...

If God made me a boy, i would be the junior of my father, the carbon copy of his face just what they say. If I were a boy, it would be a different world for me, I would be naughty and nice at the same time. I would have short hair, visible muscles and adam’s apple. I will not prefer to have white complexion, I would be tall. Girls can describe me as tall, dark and handsome.

If I were a boy, I would love to be a basketball, volleyball, tennis, and football player. I would be a swimmer and a driver. I would also be a hiker and a biker. I will go around different places and try different adventures, I would be more sporty and hippy.

If I were a boy, I would be respectful to girls. I will let them sit in jeepneys, busses, churches and anywhere were there will be no vacant sits. I will always guide my mother and sister also with my father. I will never hurt my friends, my girl friend. I will surprise her every special occasions, birthdays, valentines day and monthsaries. I will be generous in giving her chocolates, flowers and teddy bears. I will dance with her in her debut. I will always give here space and freedom. I will assure that I will be the best boyfriend ever.

If I were a boy, I would cry every time I fall, every time that I’m depressed, and every time I need to cry. Crying is not how we measure the masculinity of a guy, it is how we can say that I’m a real human being, I’m not pretending to be someone that I’m not, I’m just trying to release my emotions and I’m not hiding any where because I know that weeping is a part of our human life. If I were a boy, I will not hesitate to do household chores which they say, the work of a lady. We are now in the 20^th century, in short we do not anymore belong with the century of “kupong-kupong”.

If I were a boy, even just for a day, I would be a role model for them all. I will choose the right girl for me and treat her as my princess in my palace. I would be the frog that is waiting for her kiss and turn me into a prince. I will be sleeping beauty’s kissing prince, Cinderella’s prince charming, Snow White’s savior prince together with the seven dwarfs, I will be Beauty’s beast and lastly, I will be Bella’s Edward, her vampire prince.

But I’m just a girl, who has weaknesses and strengths. Not perfect but willing to be half-way perfect. Not a player but a cheerleader, not a hiker nor a biker but a total adventurer, not a sporty but a home body. A girl who will be receiving your chocolates and flowers, a lady who cries every time I want and a daughter who always do household chores. I’m a human being, who needs to be protected, who needs your care and love.

God made me a girl who has responsibilities and rights. I know he has reasons for his decisions and every mankind he will made. And if ever I were a boy, I think I could understand and I swear to be a better man.